Sis

Day 2 of family flew off. Finally sis get to go to London. Finally. It's a difficult journey from the very start to her flight. Lots of resistances and obstacles. It pains me to see things this way. however i'm glad, really glad that there's a nod of approval and off to she goes to London. Saw involvement and care, it let me smile from the heart.

What lies ahead for her is definitely not easy, but since she is going to chase her dreams, to embrace it all, i hope everything will go as smoothly. Just want her to get the best. As a sister, i am very worried about her safety and well being there. What if she's ill and there's no one to help her? What if she needs help? Lots of what ifs.. All these years, the good times and bad times, she is always there for me, no matter what.

From young, she is always taking care of me, we do crazy things together, chat, quarrel, shopping, sing, do stupid things togethers and so many more. Suddenly going so faraway, cant bear for her to leave.

Normally i would have a mentality that, money, as long as it is enough, it will be fine. But, it is not fine at all, it is good to earn and save more money, so when times in need, at least you don't have to rely on others or feel that helpless. This is the only time that i want to earn and save more, so i can support her abroad, even if it is not substantial, it could at least ease some of her burden. I want to also cover her air ticket, so she will be able to come back anytime and i would be able to fly over anytime.

This time, i would very much like to go London and help her settle down, but in order to save more money for parents, i didnt go. if i had more savings, i could depend on myself to fly over. But it isnt the case.. Luckily my eldest sis is with her. Let them be well.

Seeing her empty room, there is an auto flashbacks on her being her room, doing her stuffs, her usual annoyance and so much more. I really hope she can come back on december or i can fly over to hongkong to attend her competition. Please..... dont clash with my exam dates.....

Wonder how are my sisters doing over there..
All the best to my dearest sis!
You working hard over there, i will work hard over here.