Reality

The silly me, the stupid me. Why would i get so affected by others in expense of myself?
Wake up, look at the real world.
Being affected by other in the expense of yourself is utterly worthless, in return gotten wounded and bruised. And people will just say 'Why so stupid to get yourself injured? you yourself are the cause' Yes it is. Will people empathize you? No.

If only i were to be more cold hearted (not that i'm very warm hearted in the first place), task oriented, more accepting of the cold hard world out there, lesser emotions or no emotions, perhaps things to would be better.

No use crying over spilled milk now.

Despite living in the society where 'No man on an island' (which i agree too), you still need to put yourself first instead of others.

I need to toughen myself up.