Thoughts

Putting and pushing the blames.
What’s after that? If putting and pushing blames do help and they are able to lead to constructive solutions, go ahead. If not, use that energy for positive things or proper solutions.
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It's ok that it is beyond's one's ability to help, the least to do is to try to understand. That would be very much appreciated. The worst to do is not helping, instead, worsen the situation. At times like this, staying out of it and even doing nothing will be appreciated too.

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Sometimes i wish i could run away to somewhere far, somewhere unreachable, just escape.
But that wont do any good. So i shall kick that thought aside. That's avoidance, being irresponsible and cowardice.
Face it.

Of course now it is not to that extent of being desperate and running away.
There's always at least a solution somewhere.
Have faith, believe it and with determination, and you will find it.
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Most things do not happen all of the sudden, without a notice beforehand. Things happened for a reason. Signs will be showing up at various time and places, and it depends on whether you notice it and choose to acknowledge it. That depends on your sharpness, readiness and resilience.

For these little signs, i'm glad that they showed up.
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