Saturday, February 02, 2008

sleep


Sometimes when you feel exhausted and finally able to get some sleep which is like more precious than gold, and suddenly awakened by something. Wake up thinking, what day is it today?
what time is it? what have i done yesterday? what am i suppose/going to do today?

wow,
it seems like a temporary memory loss because due to the brain being still asleep?
Well... i'm not exactly sure about this.

This lead me into thinking, what if few years down the road, i have become an adult, but with IQ of an O level standard, and if curious kids came asking me questions like that, or even anyone asking me, and i am not able to answer. argh! i don't want to imagine it. That would be so helpless.

Hmm! i should 'upgrade' myself from time to time and do some reading!
Actually i was thinking, if i didnt get into a school or course that i will not be learning maths and science, how can i persue my studies in maths and science during the period of time? I dont want my standard to be left dangling at o level standard. That would be too depressing...

i prefer studying for interest, not studying for the sake of exams. For lazy people like me, need stress from exams to improve, strive for the better and study.
Argh
i need to be more self disciplined in this area! My family members would be so amazed if they see me automatically reading up and revising on my own during my free time, without any nagging or pushing from anyone.

Looking studious does not mean the person studys alot.
Many people often have this impression of me. I don't know whether should i be glad about anot.
Anyway, it's just a comment, so it doesnt matter.

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