haiz.... a while ago, in fact currently, my mum has been nagging at me for using for computer and sleeping so late. ok... i know i'm in wrong for sleeping late and sometimes to be rebellious. But after todays chinese exam(though it's not a very important or difficult subject) and 3 hours of tuition, cant i use the computer that i have waited from yesterday with satisfactory and peacefully? She sees me using the computer and ASSUME that i didnt study and that i dun take my studies seriously. hello??? didnt see doesnt mean the person didnt do. tHis year i started my revision earlier then any other years, and there she is crapping that i didnt study. wow?? Saying i dun take my tuition seriously.... wow??? fantastic eh... When i wanna fight for my right, telling her what she said is not true, she said i talk back to her. hahax, how great, normally ppl think towards the positive side, but she's the opposite. Though i know i can be quite rebellious, like when she ask me to do certain thing, i would purpose not to do because i think that i know when to do thing. The more she say, the more i not do. haha! reverse psychology. ahha! she everytime she said she would 哀莫大于心死 on me. hello lo.... now even though she anyhow jump to conclusion, i wont correct her anymore, i'm gonna be 哀莫大于心死 towards her soon hope i not the day will not come.
i know sometimes she have a tough day at work. She vent anger on my sis and i, i don't mind. i understand she had a tough day at work, but does she understand me? hahax.Kinda hurts when she lack of trust, faith and jump into conclusion. hahax.. nvm eh, as long as i know myself. i think i'm alright, know how to differeniate which of the things she said are true and which are false that need to filter it out my brain. haha! Filtration...
well... she manage to make me pour out my accumulation... hahax
Nutcracker: Just believe in yourself, know what's right and wrong
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