Monday, August 29, 2005

Haagen Daz Fondue!

I woke up and reached school on time. But i had forgotten to bring my poster colour. oh my god! The first 2 periods we had music. We watched a movie about this single that tries to teach violin and a school. That movie was average. We had maths lesson. After recess, Ms Tiffany tan was not in school. Weeeeeee! Finally she is not school. I did my art in school and a was a piece of crap. ahha! heck care le...dont feel like doing in school. During english lesson, was oral presentation.

i faster rushed to the library and finished up my art. BUt did not manage to concentrate and do well. Then eliz, hui2, rad, ricky, borath came into the library to do their art too. They were busying chatting among themselves and i was an invisible figure there doing my art quietly.
Cat and others came in and looked for me. I just stopped whatever i'm doing and packed up in order to leave the library. i just cannot stand another 1 second staying the library.

We headed to J8 to look for Teahcer's day present, we did not buy anything as we havent not decided on what to buy for them. Later, lin jiayi, wenjuan and yunhui arrived separately in their house clothes. We went to Haagen daz to eat Fun with Fondue. It was heavenly delicious! Cat, wenjuan, yunhui, lin jiayi, chris, ulfred and me shared the ice-cream. ahhah! We went home after that.

At night, my sis chat with me about her today's project presentation and her irresponsible and self-centered group members. When i heard this, it reminded me on my previous projects. Wahh.....my history and geography so damn wasted! My test for history is 14 and geog is 22! Then i got pulled down by my projects marks. Grr.....
I know i got no right and no position to say this. What i'm going to say was not meant to badmouth or offend anyone, is i see a problem and wanted to solve it as soon as possible because this problem cannot go on forever. Firstly, i shall apologize to my previous group members for not doing my part as a member in the group. i shall begin with it.....

Whenever we have been appointed to do a project, my group is always disorganised. It was very hard to have a group meeting as it seems that all the days are not free. The final product is always made by the same person in my group. She always says wanna do everything but the final product was not good, very little information in it. Only one of the times, she did it quite well,ALL BY HERSELF. I shall not mention which assignment we did. But she was practically almost everything and i only do 5% or lesser on the team. At that time, i felt like all of the sudden i had became a retarded idiot. Well.....on another hand...if she wasnt there i would have needed twice more time taken to do it. When i asked whether i can try doing, she just somehow somewhat did not hear what i say. Since she likes to do everything by herself so much, i just let her be. BUt the quality of work wasnt there. A group work involves ALL the members in the group to do in order to produce a good piece of work. It occurs EVERYTIME when we are in a group. WHAT IS THIS?! DO YOU REALLY WANT TO GET SUCH GOD-DAMN MARKS FOREVER? Isnt this supposed to be a GROUP work? Then why is it only one person always doing the job? Haiz... so disappointed....hope this doesnt happen again....I have been quite unhappy with our working methods when comes to project. Recently, i cannot stand it. Tolerate for 1 years plus le.....oh my!

To make things worst, some of my idiotic friends treat me like a worthless thing and will only approach me if they needed help. HELLO? who do you think you are to command me? Now i wash my hands off them. Whenever there is an outing or gathering with THOSE GOD-DAMN FREAKS, i will 100% NEVER EVER go. Go there be statue or invisible person there ah? Waste my precious time and causing me to feel sick! Dont they realise is very bad to treat someone like this? IDIOTIC PEOPLE! Somemore still needa see their faces 5 days a week. OMG! They are worst than a pile of shit! One stupid thing i did is, last time i was worried about them because they had conflicts among themselves. Dont understand why am i wasting time to worried for soemthing that is not worth. Utterly disappointed with them....Am i being too soft-hearted? Haiz.....well...i just got to pretend that i had never make such friends in the first place.... Haha, should not waste anymore energy on them.....

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