sometimes questions after questions just come into my mind.... Everything started this year. This year is not a pleasant year for me....Things that i have done, i don't know is it worth it anot. Many times, i ask myself whether should i stay or should i go? But i decided to stay as the current situation is quite bad, i should not worsen it. BUt sometimes i think again, i stay or go, i don't make any differences. Or because i care too much? Sometime i feel like i'm acting like a fool. WHen people are having fun, i don't know how to join in, so i stand beside and watch them. Sometimes people just disappoint me again and again. I don't know if it is my problem or theirs? If i got any problem, please tell me, not i will never know them and make amendments.
MOst of things i tend to close an eye or both eyes to act if nothing had happened. BUt this doesn't really help me much, i still know them, they are in my mind....exist. I have to think positive in order for me not to be upset or what. This year is a mess for me...everything are not in place. I dont' want to be ruthless and revengeful and leave them, prehapes i i cant bear to leave them. ha..ha..prehapes? i dunno... I hope the people will stay together as long as possible.
PS: those poeple have read this, don't ask alot of question about this coz i will not answer
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